felt so stuck and you don't know how to unstuck yourself? I am in that situation. I don't like where I'm at... well not completely. What I mean is I don't like where I am right now jobwise. I hate my job!! With a passion! I never felt so stuck in life. 99% of you guys would probably say "Quit!" "Find another job." It's easier said that done. I can't right now because I have so much on my plate. I can't put another thing to concern myself with. There are things that I need to deal with before I can find another job. Besides I don't feel like I can get the job I want without alot of work on my part.... meaning I have to go back to school and practically "re-learn" everything I forgot from school. And that's practically everything!! What have been doing with myself??

TBC...

    My job recently transfered me to another department... one that I was not too happy about. I was given a choice to either stay at my current department (well not so current anymore) or move to another one. Right now, my company is downsizing. I almost lost my job. According to my old manager, he was fighting with our director to not fire us (there were actually 3 people who going to get laid off, including myself). No one got fired, however, someone had to be transfered. That someone was either me or my co-worker. They offered me another job, it was my choice to take it or leave it, per say. I didn't want to "keep watching" my back knowing that my time at that department is limited, I took the offer. It's one of those jobs that you promised yourself you will never do because it's not you... well, look at me now!! I have to admit the people at my current department are fun. Much more fun that my old department. However, I miss my old co-workers. I miss my old job. I want it back!!
    I'm going to stay working here for now, but at the same time I going to continue looking for a job and study to get some certifications so I can add it to my resume.

-- Wow! It's been awhile since I updated my LJ --

My work week is just starting and I'm already dreading it!
I've been reading a lot of fanfic on SephirothxTifa pairing. What can I say, I'm addicted! And knowing myself, I'm going to read all the SephxTif fics that I could find till there's no more to read and then I'm going to be sad.

I'm going to convince the bf to take me to see the Cherry Blossoms in DC. I've been living in the area for over a decade and I've yet to see the Cherry Blossoms! How sad is that?!? Actually, I never did the "touring" of Washington DC. Yes, I've been taking it for granted.

I'm going to California in May. I should be ecstatic, especially when she bought my tickets, but I'm not. Under different circumstances I'd be happy, but since it's not... I'm not! For one thing, I'm going because my cousins are getting married. Not just one, but 2! And because of that, I'm being forced to go. NO!! I don't want to use up my vacation days for something that I don't want to attend!
Yeah.. yeah... I should just be happy. Right? It's a free trip to Cali.

Heh!

What a way to spend Valentine's Day!... It took me two hours to unbury my car in ice. TWO HOURS! That's two hours with only an ice scraper, no shovel!! And no help either. Just lil' ol' me! I wish I have a digital camera to show you guys a before and after picture of my car. I am pretty oroud of myself!!! I am sore and tired!

Found this on digg: "Hiroshima, the pictures they didn't want us to see"
Note: Photos are very graphic

Don't you hate it when you thought for sure things are gonna go your way, and then BAM! oops, sorry... its (that's) not good enough... Anyways, I try not to linger on it.

My boyfriend's apartment flooded today. The pipes on the fourth floor broke which caused gush of water to fall outside his apartment building for 20 minutes. He lives on first floor and his roommate's, which is also his brother, carpet is soaking wet among other things. Also, my bf's walls are wet! Needless to say, I will not be going over his apartment this weekend.

Tonight's NCIS was awesome!!